Depression

I find that now it does not only believe exactly that I go. I also remember when it felt itself badly when I was sad and tried to console myself But this also does not have more importance today, after all does not matter how much comforts it me tomorrow I go to feel myself bad the same of skill. I try, I swear that I try, not to demonstrate for it that I am sad. I try to think that it is all besteira of my confused head and that I am not feeling myself badly of truth, that is alone the illness, but not of. Never of. I always finish crying despairing and me alone. Alone.

I am as soon as I feel the entire time, exactly of the side of it. When I eye for it I see an abyss between us. Same if I obtained to construct a bridge and to cross this abyss when arriving of the other side alone would find immense and unsurmountable a wall. But what I also wanted, that it caught me in the col all the times said and me loves that me? What it woke up to each shout of desperation in the way of the night it calmed and me? What caught me to it for the cut pulses it dragged and me until the ready aid? Or that it released the job and it was to run behind marking doctor for me? I am adult, I have to turn that me alone. If I know that I have depression and that more sedo or later I go to finish all repeating this hell because when I am good do not go same I to mark doctor? This yes in seems reasonable. I lost everything because of the depression.

I leave the house of my parents. I drove crazy the woman who I love. I lost my job. I lost my night of sleep. I lost all my friends. More info: PCRM. I made with that my fianc lost all the friends of it. I am one failed unhappy one who am passing (of new) for a crisis of depression of those.

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